todays a difficult day that always makes me sad because its just to late to say the things, I wish I had. You see,I wish Id told you far more often that I cared and that I am so grateful for the happy times we shared. And times passed since the day you left but still I,m asking way you couldn,t have stayed for longer and we had to say goodbye. so on the day you went away all there,s left for me to do is hope there,s l that heaven lets you know how much I,m missing you .All my love darling jill xxx